Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Our date♥


Saturday
I was so excited because Loo loo is goin to bring me to an awesome place for dinner

so here it is



Basil Leaf, an eastern food restaurant, which is located at Jalan Damai (10 mins from KLCC), nearby Raffles Institute.
It was not our 1st visit though. Loo loo brought me here for valentine's dinner few months ago and i missed this place so much.
We were driving along Jalan Tun Razak, around KLCC, with loads of high rising buildings. But as we made a turning at a junction into a housing area, I saw a lot restaurants which are actually transformed from residential bungalows. When i stepped into the restaurant, I was fascinated by its cozy setting and serene atmosphere. I never thought that Loo loo would bring me to a dining place like this. I was so surprised, overjoyed and exciting at the same time.




The entrance



the walkway flanked with bamboo
it leads us into a comfortable village-like patio which took my heart away =D



we saw fireworks after we took a seat at the open dining area



the table decor is simple yet classy







Fizzy menthe, the mocktail that was recommended by the staff
nice one











the open dining area has been decorated to quietly generate the ambience you want for your mood, with a little bit of taste of romance.





here are our main courses



Tom Yam chicken



Baby kailan Salted Fish



Chicken Lemongrass



my all time favourite !
Salmon Fillet Red Curry Sauce



uhh we managed to finish all the food !
=D



then we walked around in the restaurant and took some pictures







what a nice and cozy interior,
decorated with loads of artistic items that enhance strong eastern atmosphere







couldn't spent too much of time taking pictures thr because we were late according to our plan.
we were planning to hit MOF Pavilion for dessert after meal.
Tee heee =D




so it's MOF

it's been a while ~ i missed the desserts♥ so much
and it is a memorable place ~ guess what ~
this is the place where we came on our 1st date *shy*





Loo loo's Mango Kakigori





he says YUMMY !



and this is my Shiratama Kuri Mitsu
Yummmmy !



love the japanese dumpling very much !







aww aww
i didnt notice that this pinky lil thingy is about to drop!



then it dropped on the floor after camwhoring with it
how sad =(
the only one in my dessert =(



im very the 'tam ciak'





while we were enjoying, suddenly i saw a freaking fly in the ice-cream.
wtf !! >< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Ay0SUwBu9Mw/Sl2QykkmRtI/AAAAAAAAHvI/IhDhEfb9SWw/s1600-h/Picture+575.jpg">

kept eating loo loo's one while waiting for my new dessert

taa- dahhhhhhh ~



can u see the pink lil thinggy ?
haha thx to the freaking fly



very happy to get a new 1 =D



and this time i made sure it is totally secured on the spoon
hehe =D

i dun know what is it called but it tasted nice
tasted slightly like the japanese dumpling or muachi
but of course, the taste is better than muachi la



we left at 11pm after we finished the desserts

then we went to pay for parking



uhh it was so expensive !







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Monday, July 13, 2009
Friday crazy party night


Friday night
had a crazy party in Poppy garden, with awesome ppl for sure =D



uh uh it's been ages since i last club with this lil party animal
ahem* my bestie almighty Loke



Loo loo came back on that night
yooohooooo =D







drink drank drunkkkkkkk







bumped into birdy Wei while we were goin to the dance floor
he laughed at me because im short. Bad guy





Friday is definitely better
we still managed to dance and take pictures in the dance floor













Replay !
it's been agessssssss since the last time we met
n he was my senior =D



3 lil cute guys =)





we then went back to our seat, pool side again
it's so scary walking along the pool side when u drink and everyone around u did too







simply love this shot =)





NO this is NOT my arm XD





bumped into Lilian













definitely will bump into Taizi everytime in Poppy



and Yeong as well =)





HIAO !



love this candid shot
love the lips =D

Gosh look at this dude
freaking gay





his clothes -.-



aww everyone got so high and jumped into the pool



and justin did as well !
but looks like he kena pushed here LOL



asking others to join them ? haa



it's freezing ~~



aww cute lil justin haha



and what was he doin thr ?
we tot that he gonna jump but he was just walking up thr -.-







Kenny



our bimbo-ish 'OH MY GODDDDDDD ~~ '





can u see me can u see me ? =)





i feel like biting ppl all the time !
tooth itchy LOL



felt really hungry after a crazy party night
plus i didnt tk dinner aw aw
so we went mamak for supper and yum cha session





-END-






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Saturday, July 11, 2009
Friday karaoke session


Lovely Friday, went to sing K and with classmates
had a really great moment chilling with them after a hectic week




Travin, me, Jamie and Shi yi
uhh where's Jc ?

and who said that we can only light candle on a cake for one's birthday ?
=D






then, dessert time @ HoneyMoon



Jamie with her Mango pudding



Shi yi



Travin





cute graphic on the plate and spoon







Travin's durian dessert
n she claimed that the durian tasted sour.
LOL fake durian hahaha XD





Jamie's mango pudding



shi yi's



my mango and loads of pearlllllllll !
yummy





Jc's black sesame





ewwwww ~ !!









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Thursday, July 9, 2009
Works
I'm so boring tonight

I have loads of assignments to catch up but i dont feel like doin it lor
just finished rushing my 3D and done the presentation this morning
sleep for 2 hrs these days, i need some rest, physically and mentally
tot of goin out, but can't find any kaki's tonight
ended up stayin at home, playin FB game for the whole night
and here to blog =)

anyway, im so excited now because i found my kaki's for karaoke session tmr !
finally huh ~



Animal lining up



been drawing this for a group work project
hate drawing diff kinds of animals with same style
it's not easy at all!

and u see



this is NOT a duck
I was drawing an ostrich
but ended up it looks like a duck. wtf



dont laugh people =(


was tracing for the 3D model of my megatron in illust
aw aww it's effin CUTE



and applied in lightwave



ready to render





rendering completed

and this is the poster which is done by photoshop











 
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009
SUI ♥
very excited today because i got myself some new cosmetics
weeeeeeee =D



Glitter stick, liquid eye liner and lip gloss from Anna Sui
love the rossy packaging and the design very much like every girl does



love the light rossy scent in the cosmetic
even the mascara, eye liner and glitter stick has the smell too =)



love the rossy texture on the packaging



but
it would trap dust on the texture if u leave it untouched for too long













 
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When i get bored of doin work alone in the midnight



aww aww, this is an overdue post
it has been in my draft box for 2 weeks, i guess
doin work alone in midnight is BORING
especially doin the thing that i hate, which is 3D modeling
so, here i come to blog =)

Thursday night, MOS as usual







PINK is always my favourite color
but this is the 1st pink color dress i've ever had
most of the time i prefer black, makes me look slimmer ma LOL
































Friday night
had an awesome drinking session at Republic with wonderful peoples

It's definitely a great place for chilling and drinking session
nice ambiance and the music was great that night















wtf i was wearing a pair of flippers
so awkward =/
LOL i tot it was just goin for yumcha somewhere nearby







3am, the DJ played MJ's song for twice and everyone mourned for him

R.I.P Micheal Jackson




Then we left for yumcha and shisha session
it was my 1st time smoking shisha
not that good, i dont like it
plus the lemon and orange flavor that we chose taste like toilet LOL











LOL





It was really really fun chilling with them♥
I had a great night


Saturday night, Poppy !





Lisa♥



Pei fong♥











Lilian♥











I know it looks weird =/





Wechi, a guy that can never remember my name!
gonna push him into the pool









i just noticed that one of my classmate got a new tattoo on his arm during class today
coooooooooool eh ~
and it made me think of getting a new tattoo so badly
awww aw aw ~ hav to think bout it properly

and should get back to work now
=(



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Thursday, July 2, 2009
Good things about life to be shared
It's weird

Still,
so moody, upset, emo and feeling miserable ..

Im so lost in everything
so sick of my life and the daily routine recently
like there's nothing could really make me happy
studies, outing, clubbing, friends, food, alcohol n etc.

life seems so meaningless when u get lost
and u lost ur goal, passion, motivation and everything that is important in ur life at the same time
how could a person live without that ?
and u dont even know what to do next

however, thr's still someone that actually could make me feel better, be thankful and appreciate everything that im having in my life now instead of complaining about my life n stuff
still remember that i had once mentioned Nick Vujicic in my previous post?
nah i dont think u guys remember or u really google it. Am i right ? =p
Ok now let me tell u who he is and how awesome he can be


so here's the picture of him



Nick Vujicic
Yes, he was born without arms or legs
and given no medical reason for this condition.



He is a preacher, a motivational speaker and the director of Life Without Limbs, an organization for the physically disabled. He gives speeches across the world on the subject of disability and hope.

and guess what

i actually happened to meet him in person once in my lifetime!
I am a lucky girl ain't i ? hehe



I know i know u can't recognize me in this picture
stop laughing people =/
it was taken 3 yrs ago, in Gurney Plaza, Penang my hometown


I have totally forgotten about this matter untill last month, browsed thru a blog of my net friend and saw his video thr.
I was so shocked to see him again and i didn't know that he is so famous and great!
That day i was working part time in a shop, standing thr and a guy smiled to me and it was him, Nick Vujicic. I was really shocked at the 1st sight when i saw him, sitting on a wheel chair with no arms and legs.
His smile is really sweet and i could still remember the scene. Then he started talking to me and he told me he came here for a talk. Then we took a picture using my lousy handphone, and he asked me to give him a warm hug before he left and so i did.
I never thought about him before i saw him in the net, again. I never think about how does he live and go through all of the difficulties and hardships in his life.

and untill i watched this video of him




and see how he gets back up after falling down without limbs



Yes, i feel ashamed of myself after watching it
and what about u ?

Nick Vujicic was born without limbs yet he is able to do almost everything we do. He has traveled around the world, sharing his story, inspiring millions of people and bring them hope through motivational speaking. He makes full use of his life by helping others.
But me, stop doin everything that i have to do by saying that I'm lost.
how shamful i am

His awesomeness can't be described in words.
Thank god that I've met him in my lifetime. perhaps this is what we call, fate =)
He did really inspired me, in many ways.
I've started to be more thankful and appreciate everything that im having in my life now
I would think of him whenever i feel bad or start complaining about my life


and another words that inspired me a lot



'' Why.. do u have to be like others? ''

Gosh this Tv Commercial is extremely AWESOME!
is a must watch



and i'm gonna stop here
thanks for reading and i hope it might help =)






P/s: I think some ppl are blind! I HATE and i really HATE those seller spamming my cbox by posting their advertisement thr! u guys r so ANNOYING and RUDE! I wont buy anything from this kind of seller!

P/p/s: Xiaxue might be quite lazy to blog recently but her blog is so entertaining while she defenses herself and fight with others(on the internet). yea it is damn entertaining now! wuahahaha click here to have a look =p


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Wednesday, July 1, 2009
=|




I haven't been updating my blog for 1 week or more
awwww

not that i am lazy, but i am really, really not in the mood for the whole week
feeling much better now, after talking to mom on the phone yesterday
I've told her everything that i'm facing now, finally.
uh I should have talked to her earlier, or everytime i'm upset or getting lost.
the relationsip with mom n sis is getting closer after i moved out from home. weird huh?
but it's a good thing tho =)

Loo loo left for work last Thursday, moving to my hometown, Penang.
left me all alone here =(
I thought that i'd be strong enough to stay alone, live without him but i was wrong
After a crazy party night after he left, got tipsy and had fun but cried the whole night and couldn't get into sleep after came back home, seeing the empty room without him anymore.
the tears is still falling while i'm typing this, uh i thought i already got used to it?
and now i know how fragile i am. This 20 yrs old baby girl still can't be independent huh.

I'm recently facing a big problem with my studies.
I'm lost, confused and stuck.
I once thought of droping it, leave everything here and run back to my shelter
but no, i couldn't. I can't be like a baby girl anymore
I have to face it somehow. It's just a part of life that we have to go through, right ?
everyone would have faced this before. How can i just give up so easily
*deep breathe* everything will be okay after all




uhh I still have loads of things to blog about
will come back soon =)


P/s: Craving for karaoke session! anyone anyone?
 
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Monday, June 22, 2009
My "delicious" Weekend
saw this ads on the top of my banner last night when i was browsing thru my blog




it's an Olympus ads by nuffnang
okay it has finally launched, the new Olympus Pen and the ads appeared in my blog.
Isn't it IRONIC ?!
so sad to see it. it reminds me of ~ something ~
yea u will know it if u've been following my blog that often =)


Friday afternoon,
was thinking of what to eat for brunch and we decided to go 如家小厨
which is located in Sunway Pyramid, and we used to go there for lunch after class before they move to Pyramid.



have been craving for the famous Steam chicken rice so for long



yummy♥
it's not so oily, quite light, and super delicious =D
u will love it to death after trying it
( loo loo says i'm always exaggerating XD)



miss drinking soup at home
so i order a ABC chicken soup
not bad but damn thirsty after meal
guess it has too much of Ajinomoto again huh

the whether is effin hot the whole day
was craving for some cold drink
so here it is



ice blended Peach with 'Pearl' is my all time favourite drink
and i always love to add extra 'Pearl'
the uncle in the shop gave us this new 'Green Pearl' (i believe it's pandan-flavoured) to try
only rm4 with extra 'pearl'


Saturday night,
was planning to go Poppy with friends but ended up decided to stay at home to accompany my Loo loo
went 'long gai' and chilled out at Starbucks



pale looking me and my favourite chocolate cream chip frap♥
omg the eye bags are effin BIG



Banana chocolate chips muffin♥
thr's loads of chocolate chips inside, nice one


went Ole-Ole Bali for brunch with Looloo's cousin on Sunday









Lemongrass Mojito, with a taste of mint



some salad, our appetizer
the sauce is so yummy ~



Ole Ole Trio♥
this is definitely a must try



Looloo's Chicken and Beef Combo



Nasi Campur Ole-Ole, my choice♥



our dessert, Es Campur♥
a concoction of ice blended with sago, jackfruit, banana, honeydew, watermelon, and sweet shredded coconut




gonna have more dessert after meal



what was i looking for hmm ?



Choco top from McD



yum yum ♥



gonna get back to work
Sweet Dreams everyone
=D





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Friday, June 19, 2009
MOS with loads of ♥



it's a wonderful Thursday again

I always love Thursday because I usually go shopping right after class and it's a
great day for party as i dont hav any class on Friday. Thursday is so awesome!
bought the lovely rossy top and my favourite leopard print lingerie !
leopard print in hot pink looks so HOT and AWESOME
How can i resist to bring them home ?



bought new eyelashes
and tried out the new 1 that night but it turned out looking so awkward on my face =(
should use back the one i normally use


Pictures and pictures ~
oh 170 pictures were taken that night



me, Lilian and Pei Fong♥



It's been ages ! Ching wen and Gee Hao♥
both are my ex-classmates and this was our 1st time goin club together





i was so excited and happy to see them that night
uh all the sweeeeeties ♥



Lilian and me♥





Yann ling, Ching wen and me♥



Jocelyn and us





Yi Xin and me♥
i look so bimbo hahaha



the sweeties Ping and Pei Fong♥

and here's all the pictures of me and myself
can u feel the bimbo-ness lalala













love this pic of hers so much♥



can not remember his name



heart this picture ♥



me and Ping♥



again again =D







haha the right arm seems like doesn't belong to me



MOS female toilet =|





LOL wanted to take picture with the DJ but failed





high heels can kill !



went upstair to look for those sweeties
felt like jumping down to the dance floor when i saw these ppl getting so high thr





I wish to meet them again next thursday so badly




it was 3am, everyone was leaving

then we spotted something HILARIOUS in the dance floor
we counldn't stop laughing omg !
and the loo loo was so EVIL he insisted me to stand thr and pretending to take picture



AHAHAHAHA i know we were so mean =p
and looloo said:" alla go back to ur AEROBIC class la!"
LMAO!



canot stop laughing lor
=p




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Thursday, June 18, 2009
Awesome night @ Poppy garden



Saturday night @ Poppy Garden

awesome and we had loads of FUN =D
although there's always so stuffy and crowded
and it was my very 1st time
very 1st time vomited twice in the club that night
i really really hate vomiting! This is one of the thing that i hate the most besides lizard
it's so suffering and disgusting!
i've vomited not more than 6 times in my 'lifetime' so far
haha i can still remember every scene
how i suffered and scary ~ eeeww ~

pictures pictures let's see the pictures =D



this is how i look before i drink



intermediate stage
3 to 4 shots perhaps



then ended up my whole body will turn red
like a cute lil tomato LOL
this is when i lost count of how many shots i drank
i hate the red-ish skin colour! it makes me look tan in pictures





Poppy is effin STUFFY



Lilian



BIG eyes Jocelyn

















and bumped into ~



jacklyn babe





Lai
it's been ages huh ~



jeff =D
his smile is so sweet and sunny





Taizi =/











haha this arm seems like ~
totally doesn't belong to me LOL













ewwww~
forced to kiss by the birthday boy XD



cute guy wen siang





their friend looks a lil bit like Kenny sia
don't u think so ? =p



this is after i vomited
lilian got me some slices lemon
how sweet =)
and i definitely felt much better after sucking them



yamcha session after club



was very hungry after that
nasi lemak ayam in the watwat 'darulsalam' (cant remember the name)
mamak in ss15 is effin nice
but not for that night la =/






ok since quite a lot of u were asking me where's Food Faundry located
so i googled it and here's the address and no.

FoodFoundry, Section 17, PJ

No BG-8, Happy Mansion
Jalan 17/13
46400 Petaling Jaya
Selangor Darul Ehsan
Malaysia.

Tel: +603.7955.3885 / +603.7960.5881

if u still couldn't find out where the place is ~
u can try to google it urself and try google map
it's always very useful =D




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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
He has turned 22



Looloo has turned 22 =)



bought him 4 pieces of the yummy mille crepes
because one whole cake is too much for us
Lilian visited us that night.
We sang him a birthday song and he blew the candles at 12.30am
Then 3 of us had our drinking session at home



again, YUMMY!

spotted the floral print plate in Jusco
purposely bought it for putting the birthday cake
i wanna collect the whole set of it =D


The next day
went to Michelangelo's which is located at Solaris, Mont Kiara for dinner





thr's a big painting, Creation of Adam on the wall
oh it's really BIG



the kitchen is just beside our table



i looked so bunny in this picture LOL =D
because of the teeth, yea



the birthday boy was looking at the menu
hunting for his food =D



the Italian soda



Creme Di Fungi, mushroom soup
NICE one









woohooo it's salmon !
forgot about the name =p


the mashed potato was nice =)



Spaghetti Marinara Sizzle



was not happy =(
because the birthday boy GRABBED my salmon
he claimed that the spaghetti was too heaty because of the sizzling hot pan and his ulsers would kill him -.-
not happy !!



see how evil he was ! =p



but ended up i enjoyed it
it was yummy





taking picture with the cherry that was soaked in the Italian soda

guess what ~ i have PHOBIA for cherry
haha u readers never know right?
that is because my mom used to called it as 'cockroach shit' since my childhood
we used to throw away the cherry after eating the cake
so i never eat cherry and it is just like a decoration but not a fruit to me
and until now, i dare not try it
perhaps i should have a try next time ?
=)



cherry is cute
how can a cute lil thing taste like a cockroach shit? haha =D



forced to kiss !
omg



the birthday boy ate cockroach shit ! haha







we were very satisfied with our meal =D
and a big credit to their excellent service! *thumbs up up*
planned to try out the tiramisu after meal but we didn't order it
because we spotted Dessert's bar on the way to Michelangelo's
so we went there for desserts =)





me and the menu





taking pictures while waiting for our dessert







drink healthy, and eat healthy =D



and found this game, with a funny expression



" i dunno how to play leh"



grape smoothies





it was really so fun playing game while having our dessert



green is the birthday boy's and pink is mine
he won already lor =(



mango pudding





and the lil chocolate hazelnut tart



we left dessert's bar at 10.45pm
of course we were not goin home that early
went back to Subang to fetch Lilian and Jocelyn and headed to Poppy
yeah Saturday night is a great party night yoohoo =D


spotted this before we left
*click to enlarge*



yeah i want to win a blackbird fly camera !
i want it so badly
one of my friend is actually selling the pink color one and it's limited edition
it looks really great but i dont think i have extra money for a camera
sighh. wish me luck on this contest =D



Good night everyone






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Sunday, June 14, 2009
Awesome Friday outing♥

Friday
ahh my AWESOME Friday♥





left Pavilion and we were heading to Food Faundry which is located at SS17
for the yummy mille crepe =)
remember that i once ate it in Malacca ?
i never knew that Pj has such shop selling mille crepes too until we talked about it last week while taking dinner with nicole in Pasta Zanmai. So we decided to go the next day as i was looking for birthday cake for Looloo's 22nd big day


oh we stopped by Time Square for Krispy Kream Doughnuts♥
on the way to Pj



Nicole recommended the Original Glazed doughnut
i bought two, and it's nice♥ =)




so here it is, Food Faundry



very cozy and homey feel
I was shocked when i reach that place
it is just opposite the condo which my cousin used to stay last time and i went thr quite often, but i didn't realize that thr's this lil cafe that sells the yummy crepe.



Nicole



love HEINZ's packaging



this is the yummy chocolate mille crepe
I've tried chocolate and vanilla flavour
chocolate is definitely better







she was counting the crepes =D







then we headed to 1U
sushi zanmai for brunch





the unagi yanagawa is not as yummy as Ichiban Boshi one
a lil bit disappointed
and it doesn't look like the picture in the menu lor -.-



F21 and Topshop



heart the rossy top and dressssss♥
but both of the dress are too flare for this big ass fatty, me
i dont wanna emphasize the big big hips
so didn't buy any =(
sighhh i LOVE rosssssy dress !


went grocery shopping at Jusco with Nicole before she left















cute lil doggy suit !

and we bumped into lilian as she was working in 1U





Loo loo was playing the racing game
he complained that the steering is too sensitive -.-


Loo loo was hungry after that, so we went for dinner
at Vietnam Kitchen





I was still quite full because i just had my Unagi yanagawa few hours ago
but the food looks nice, can not resist
btw it was my 1st time eating vietnamese food, uhh nice nice =)



Vietnamese Spring roll, it was yummy♥



Summer rolls
it is tasteless itself and only tastes better together with the sause



very very yummy vietnamese braised chicken♥



Special Beef Rice Noodle Soup

















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Saturday, June 13, 2009
Oh-so-freaking-awesome Thursday

Hey

aww ppl started nagging me for updates already
yea yea i know i said that i will be updating really soon
actually i planned to blog about an awesome guy that i happened to meet few years ago which is Nick Vujicic on Thursday night. but ~ this week turned out to be too awesome and i had a lot of outings with friends so ~ now only i have free time for an update
Oh maybe u can google it before u see it from my blog. i mean, Nick Vujicic

ahh i have a lot of things to blog and of course thr are loads of pictures as well =)


Thursday, went to pyramid for shopping with Nicole
after class for Looloo's birthday pressie



bought him a Braun Buffel wallet for his 22nd birthday



then, we headed to Forever 21
I was looking for dresses, again

then we saw a super cute and awesome sequin playsuit
sequin ~~~~ I always wanted a sequin dress

it's super uber nice and cute !
it has a big cute bow in front



even cuter if u wear it with bunny ears, haha



ignore the fatty part if u r feeling uncomfortable with that
just look at the super awesome sequin playsuit la =D



it's pretty nicole with the seqiun playsuit =D
can u see the cute big bow now ?

it's



Pasta Zanmai
for dinner =)



Her meal and her fingers =D



sesame in very cute mesher





my dessert

went grocery shopping as well



Nicole recomended this snack
the packaging is damn cute





It's like the 'mami' we ate during our childhood =D




received lilian's call when having our meal saying that she wanted to go out
and since we have some friends goin club that night
so ~ why not ?

after dinner, went back home and get ready



It's MOS, again =)

that night is freaking awesome and we had really really a lot of ~ FUN !
and it was my very 1st time seeing those guys opened 8 bottles of liquor in a night and managed to finish them all -.-
damn ~ kua ceong lor



3 lil pretties



pretty Lilian and me

having fun cam whored on the big orange sofa =)












and seeing those drunk ass getting high XD



LOL
the boxer is burning

=p



everyone's got really high





dancing in the dance floor is a MUST-DO for an awesome party night =D













both of them do look so sweet
don't they ?







bumped into feidid, ah fai gor =D



and the cutie pie Emelyn







Kelvin and Des



and someone's spec on me =D

then went back to the big comfy sofa
continued drinking and cam whoring
















so here's a lil update for my Oh-so-freaking-awesome Thursday
will be updating again ~ soon

heh XD









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Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Update for the whole damn week

awwww.
Hello readers !


have neglected my blog for 1 week and finally i'm here to update my cute pinky bloggie =)
I've always wanted to update it but i was kind of busy all the while
i guess most of my readers are already bored of it ?

dinner at Yuen steamboat with friends last night. I ate damn A LOT !!
damn i wonder when only can i start my diet plan again. I just cant stop eating recently and being super uber lazy to go to gym! is it because of stress? heh i think it's just an excuse for myself to continue eating =(
btw, the famous chicken wings in Yuen steamboat is still so yummy!
canot resist! 4 girls managed to finish 2 big plates of the chicken wings. so u can imagine how tasty it is. and I think I ate almost 10 ! heh XD
The tomyam soup was NICE. But i was effin thirsty after my meal
I guess the soup had too much of Ajinamoto


so here's the update for the whole week

went SHOPPING last Thursday right after the class, again
and bought some stuff =)



yea a high-waisted floral dress that i craved for so long
bracelets and a red color belt

then we had our dinner in Canton-I,
which is under the same company with Dragon-I





our drinks -- it is called "Dragon-I" (if i'm not mistaken)
NICE one, should this try out ~



yummy and crispy egg-tart
wanted to order polo-bun but sold out =(
i guess that should be nice as well



My japanese-soft-bone dry wan tan mee
and
Loo loo's braised beef wan tan mee
eh mine is freaking NICE ~ the pork!
really ~ faster go n try it out people ~
I've no idea with loo loo's one because i dont eat beef




Brother-in-law and his family came to KL last Saturday
so they brought me something from my mom

they were some souvenirs from Taiwan, bak zhangs
my mom's (WORLD's BEST) homemade pandan kaya and tuna!

ahh u couldn't imagine how yummy the kaya n tuna are~
it's like ~ the BEST in the whole world!
heh XD
everyone will claim that their mom's cooking is the world's best one
am i right ?



the tuna n kaya on bread

and you can actually try to eat like this ~



LOL
inspired by the very yummy Golden Ball from Sushi King
one of my favourite

jeng jeng ~



the clutch of eggs that we bought last week
got 2 egg yolks in 1 egg
heh so we got 4 egg yolks with 2 eggs =D


so let's see what actually makes me so busy until
i ignored my cutie blog for the whole damn week ~

interface design for Advance Digital Media
for ur information, we have to create an interactive game or something to tell the story that we've created. So my story is about, 'why are panda's eyes black?'
LOL

I haven't come out with the interface design but just started to draw some characters
it's panda the main character, panda mama and papa



yes the panda papa's n mama's eyes are not in black color
u will know why 6 weeks later =)



the food, fish n bamboo
yes yes i know panda don't eat fish
but .. u will know why sooner or later XD

then, the most 'kek sao' projects, Motion Graphic
We are learning 2 new software in this semester. Adobe After Effects is one of them
the 1st project for this subject is typography in motion. We were given a recorded audio narration, then we have to come up with a 1 minute & 30 seconds motion typography ~



yea this is Adobe After Effects, a damn powerful software!
i was like ' woahhhh' mouth open bigbig when i saw lecturer doin demo. It's a lil bit troublesome for me, 1st time user ma ~ plus im always not good in technical. Still a lot of things to learn n improve

so, my idea n concept is Playful and Funky

here's the story board





we finished the presentation on Tuesday. I just did 60% of it, and still have quite a lot of details to be refined. I think the story board is much better then my motion graphic. The outcome looks so 'CHEAP' ~
=(

the 2nd strange software is Lightwave



a software for 3D modeling which I've heard a lot of bad comments of it. Ppl keep complaining that this software is way too troublesome and blablablah. I've no idea~ i'm just so not into 3D modeling and not to mention using this software. I'm very weak in those canggih stuff!

at 1st i was modeling the VW ball as i've mentioned in my previous post but lect had changed it to a very cute toy. Yea it's much much easier and i think it is the easiest one among all of the classmates'. It's very simple untill i felt a lil bit guilty and ashamed seeing them modeling those super canggih stuff =\


recently our class has organize some lil activity every week
so this week all of us are taking a picture or our messy desk and the classmate in charge will post them in our class blog. Design student is always so creative huh XD

so here's mine
while rushing the motion graphic, taking a break, took a pic of the messy desk



having a bloody flu since last week so i just put the whole box of tissue beside me
and i finished using the whole box that night
my desk, dustbin and the floor were full of tissue papers -.-
and now i have no more tissue in my room. So what's beside me ? guess what ?
yea its a roll of toilet paper -.-
feeling very uncomfortable when it touched my skin around my nose
eeeeeeeeeew ~





top view
and did u spot something ? food ?

it's tong sui !



so nice got homemade tong sui to eat during the tough night rushing assignment


last but not least, I just played Uno on facebook!
i was damn excited when i found out about this game in FB. u know what~ I just mentioned that i wanted to play Uno just now during class while discussing about games and all that stuff.
I have 2 game projects for this semester. a lil bit sick of it -.-
aww I really miss the good old days, playing cards with friends and family







I'm the winner haha !

but not that fun after all
u know ~ it's still a pc altho u are playing online with ppl. The game ends very fast and u r just like sitting thr alone, facing the lifeless screen, diam diam and click n wait n click. u cant really comunicate, talk, siao or joke with ur friends, eating snacks or drinking while playing with friends
u get what i mean right? that's really the difference between digital games and traditional games
orrrrh went crazy d -.- discussing and researching too much of these topics because one of our projects is something about this. So after doing so much of research, ended up i myself experienced it in reality

LOL



should stop here and get back to work
will update soon.
REAL SOON =)



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Wednesday, June 3, 2009
If u just realised what i just realised
This post should be a very happy post cos i planned to blog about my awesome bah kut teh session on Sunday with the almighty loke yea and Loo loo.
but now it turns out to be a lil bit emo and fucked up post
okay that is because the same damn thing has happened to me again just now during the morning class. but it was even worst n way EMBERRASSING !
it's fucking embarrassing i tell u

sometimes i wish that my blog is not so exposed to the public so that i can express my feelings, thoughts, and everything i've gone through in my life here and my blog won't be looking so fake like what stella mentioned in her previous post. I totally agree with u.
If my blog was not so exposed i could rant about everything here! I would just tel u how evil those ppl are, how kiasu and how they being so damn fucking selfish and stuff.
and i would tel u how sad i was when i've been treated like this. (shit i sound like a pathetic lil chick here. NO NO don't misunderstand okay im just expressing my feelings)


I don't understand why these kind of shitty things always happened to me. Why me ?!
You don't know how much i HATE grouping now! and when i said that i HATE goin to college doesnt mean that i dont want to study okay, it's because of some other fucking reasons.

This morning we did some grouping stuff in class. One of my classmates and I couldn't form a group. so ended up we have to stand in front of class and present our idea to the whole class so that they would let us join their group.
Damn, do u know how many pairs of eyes were looking at us?! and we were standing thr like some real pathetic and abandoned chicks waiting for someone to save us. damn i hate this feeling!
and so u would think that we didnt try our best to find our group. I did okay when lect told us that we can actually group with other ppl who are doin diff topics but just ~ just ~ i guess u might know what im goin to say~ yes they won't tell u straight that ''oh no we dont want to group with u'' but ppl would just keep quiet when u asked them and then find other smarter ppl to be their group members. Yes sometimes we don't need to hear the answer. I'm not a smart person but at least i still got brain. Yea fine =) it was not the 1st time anyway.

so when everyone was looking at me, lect told the whole class that i'm gonna present my idea n stuff so that they could see if they want me to join their group, my brain suddenly went empty and blank.
it was fucking EMPTY and BLANK i couldn't think of any words and things to present but the flash back of the damn thing which happened last week kept playing in mind and tears nearly roll out of my eyes. I can't even concentrate as i've tried my very best, i really cant ! those shitty things were all stuck in my mind. i cant think of other things. so i was just standing thr with a numb face.
lecturers actually tried very hard to help me. But i couldn't think and hear anything but standing thr, numbed with all the flash back in my mind.
And some of the classmates actually saw the tears. So can u imagine how awkward and embarrassed was that ?

about the damn thing that happened last week ~ it made me really upset and cried the whole day when i realised the truth.
U dont know how much i wish to take part in the photography contest which is organised by Olympus and my college. but i didnt make it too because again, i couldn't find a group.
It's so sad that u know actually ppl dont want to group with u and they kept answering u with ''oh i dont know wor'', ''have to consider bout it lo'' then the next day u see those ppl got their own group but they wont ask u to join them as they actually know that u wanted to join.
Damn fucking pissed off but actually i shouldn't be! I can be sad but I cant be pissed off by these ppl because they have their rights to choose their own members right. Yea i know it ~ I know some kiasu ppl are SUPER KIASU they only wanna join smart ppl, they r scared of losing. who wants to be in the same group with a person who gets a fucking D in her photography? who will be so kind enough? ppl r always so fucking realistic n those kiasu ppl are even more prone to! agree ? NO offense.

from both of these damn matters, it clearly projects the actual personality of those ppl.
and i think that this is the difference between FRIENDS and CLASSMATES.
It's not a bad thing after all. But i can say that im really very sad over these incidents, it's like telling u the fact that ppl look down on u, u are very weak and they boycott u in some particular stuff.
And now i got phobia of grouping. LOL

i still have two more semesters to go, i know i might be facing this again. i wish that i could "get used" to it and learn how to handle it properly and also control my emotion well in public.

DAMN.




yeah i felt much better. Really !
I guess i would blog more about my daily life, thoughts and feelings here instead of all those happening outings and pictures =)

I don't care anymore if anyone hates me after reading or whatever
U have the right to boycott me n i have the right to write anything here also right? Heeee =D


The mood is turning better !
so here's the bah kut teh pictures ~




Loke Yea is a very kind person. Really
I love him very much! I mean as a friend la ok~
He took us to Klang on Sunday morning for the awesome bah kut teh
we talked a lot that day, and laughed a lot too
I always have very wonderful moments chilling out with him =)



My lovely baby Looloo
he's always so cute♥
LOL his T-shirt blends into the background XD



The bah kut teh !



I love the dry-style bah kut teh as well !



the oily 'yao zha guai'



ahhhh yummy♥ ~



Loke yea gave us this yummy homemade bak zhang !
big thx to u the almighty loke

yesterday when i was taking nap, someone knocked on my door
and it was Looloo♥
after opening the door, i went back to bed n continued sleeping
then he showed me something on my bed
guess what ?



yeah it's my favourite cuppacakes♥ by wonder milk



thx baby ~
finally u have successfully given me a surprise XD




p/s: Loke u r not disgusting ok, u r very kind, cute and humorous instead.
unlike any others =)

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Saturday, May 30, 2009
My lips like sugar♥ this candy got u sprung



Ahem ..
Okay this was my very 1st time and also LAST time to this club
This is the WORST WORST WORST clubbing experience i've ever had!
goshhh it's just so freaking TERRIBLE
and the TERRIBLENESS is so hard for me to describe in words !
oh i don't mean that i didnt have fun partying with u guys but i mean the bloody club spoiled the wonderful party night

I've heard a lot of negative comments of this club
it doesn't give me a good impression and i kinda avoid going there
but this time i was thinking that maybe i should give it a try since we've been invited by a friend as he wanted to finish the bottle of liquor that he left thr last time
so we decided to go on Thursday night, after dinner at Fullhouse =)





uh uh look at the wall
like i was taking pics in an abandoned building LOL





the 2 hot chicks♥
Isabelle and Mei yan
oh slurp*



The girlsss



Brian and Looloo



Hey Mr. Brian =)











all of us♥





actually it was quite entertaining looking at some 'live' shows around our table
such as some "seafood" girls wearing Mickey T-shirt and a very-cincai-short pants dancing and even doing "shuffle" thr
haha i'm not bluffing okay~ trust me
We really saw some girls wearing Mickey T-shirt and "shuffling" CONFIDENTLY
LMAO ! and a lot of super funny thinggy as well ! ahahahah !



Mei yan's sexy back♥







The lovely couples ♥





Mr.Brian n me



ahhhhhh !



yea finish it ~
and



collapsed -.-









then we went to the dance floor after taking loads of pictures



spotted the DJ
uhh looks so young like a student



dancing n cam whoring at the dance floor

















why do i look so tanned ?! =(











eewwwww -.-
brian's shirt on looloo's neck



are u sure u want me to mention the club's name ?
u know it, don't u ?
btw the entrance is nice
ONLY entrance =|



came out ard 2 something
then went to yum cha~ and went back home







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Friday, May 29, 2009
FullHouse


Yea it's Fullhouse =D

was planning to bring my cousin n her friend to go Fullhouse on Thursday as they were planning to come over KL but it has been canceled in the end
so Looloo and i went thr according to plan but without them
no need to describe more im pretty sure that most of u have seen a lot of pictures and articles about this fabulous restaurant in others blog or FB right ?
but one thing i'd like to mention is ~ the FOOD
yea it's such a nice place for chilling and shooting
but the food isn't nice. I'm not saying that it taste bad
but just not as nice as it looks and the ~ price -.-
I was so disappointed with it

ok ~ let's see the pictures
I took almost 300 pictures thr, scary -.-



heh we were approaching Niuzhexui
thx KellieTheHotChic for telling us the direction =D



we took a table upstairs



Looloo with the cute menu



they've changed the menu and made it into a ~
hmm magazine i think ?
still remain the cute illustration with cute typo and nice layout
but added in quite a lot of ads ~ uhh -.-







some pictures taken from our table





and starting to cam whore while waiting for the food
like it's a MUST XD



yea i brought 2 cameras along that night =D







uhh cepat-cepat delete all ugly and fatty pictures



our not-so-nice-chocolate Mint
ehh didn't have the chocolate n mint's taste la !
-.-



the not-so-nice-mushroom soup
uhh okay it's just a lil cup of mushroom soup
at 1st i tot it's a big bowl
oh pictures always cheat one =|





drinking and~



a bit disappointed !

and here comes our food



my dunno what fish



Looloo's dunno what chicken



my god ~ looks super nice
can't resist to eat it



after taking loads of pictures with it
finally i cut it



uhh look at the nice yummy fish
but the sauce is ~ hmm ~ so SWEET!!
not nice !
even a sweet-eater like me thinks that's way too sweet,
this shows that it's really very SWEET -.-
the mashed popato is just ~ okay ~
Chilis one is super uber nicee ! XD



Looloo with his meal



and he was helping me to finish my meal

dessert ~
Brownie uhh my favourite !



when my lil brownie was served to our table
the ice cream was already melting WTF !



neh giv u a bite
open ur mouthhhhhhhhh =p



yea gonna put on more more weight already



yes gain 1kg after that XD
but never felt guilty at all
LOL just kidding la

cepat-cepat pay the bill after we finished our meal
i wanted to take a lot a lot of picturesssssss over thr



yea picha time XD



mirror =D









uhh nice bed !
love the floral-print bed sheet and cushions
i think it must be every girls' dream bed ?
yes im one of them as well =D







uhh so comfy ~
sure to have a lot of sweet sweet dreams sleeping on it





Looloo : ei faster take pic faster tk pic of this lil plant is so darn cute !
-.-



Pink or dark chocolate ?





-.-



uhh finally~
leaving =D



walking down the stairs ~
but the background is so nice
cant bear to leave wanna tk more pics =p





uhh love this !



yeaaaaaaaaaa finally walking out the restaurant
and met the cute Mini cooper ! =p





Im gonna drive this car home!
byeeeeee





am driving laaaaa ~
without car license hahaha
oppppps ! accidentally told u my secret tim ! *shy*
i can only drive bumper car in Fun fair hoho



dont block my way weiiiii !


okay we were really leaving after playing with the mini cooper

leaving ~





we walked n walked ~







then we met Mr.Donald Ducky !!



uhh so cute !




uh i was flirting Mr.Donald Ducky



and Mr.Goofffffffffffffffffffffffy !
then i remember someone asked me to slap Goofy when i see him
heh no way he is too cute XD


and we were really, REALLY leaving after this ~

but it's Thursday night ~
goin home after that ?
NO !

JC : It's party night~~! *with his gayish voice*
yes definitely party night =D



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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Dessert time @ Snowflake


oh it's Snowflake !
it's dessert time ! =D

Snowflake is a taiwanese dessert shop which is
located at ss15, opposite Asia cafe




you'll be given a Beeping UFO after u've made ur order
it was my 1st time seeing this cute lil thing
unique and also very convinient for customer to pick up their order



our dessert =D


tofu-fa



ai-yu ping
and 'zhen zhu' is my favourite !





as told by the staff, this is the hottest item in the shop
I dunno what it is called
i think it doesn't have a particular name lor
btw the yam and sweet potato dumplings are very nice ~





black glutinous rice with ice cream
heh looks a bit disgusting because of the melting ice cream
but it taste really really GOOD !


The desserts are nice ~
and they r not very fattening
so i would recommend u girls to try it out =)
but remember not to go at night or too late
you'll be very disappointed because
it will either full of people or the hottest desserts are all sold out

ohh can't wait to go again
I miss the dumpling so much !
but not so soon
because i want to go MOF !
=D




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Friday, May 22, 2009
Thursday the party night


so it was our Thursday night =D

MOS as usual
but not really that fun and happening anymore
was a lil bit disappointed and bored =|
why huh ?
any suggestion for other nicer and happening places to party?

and uh i think i'm old already
just drank few shots of liquor made me freaking sleeeeeepy and exhausted the next day
woke up, went for group meeting, went home and continued sleeping for the whole day
very very exhausted and my eyes cant even open that day =/


looking forward for this coming Thurs woohhuu=D

so here's some of the pictures








yeah was clubbing with Patrick =/




oh loke yea
bumped into him in the club
as usual lor
tsk tsk tsk*



oh MOS is always so foggy
and this is Yew Kuan =D





Taizi !!
haven't seen him for ages ~







cam whoring before leaving



not much pictures to show
cos those pretty chicks claimed that they r fugly n blablabla =/
mana ada fugly ?!




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Thursday, May 21, 2009
Hyper nya
owh owh im so freaking excited right now XD

Thursday night is a MUST parrrrrrrtay night !
since i have no class on Friday !
hooooorayyy =D

Today I found a super cute thing !
I was looking for some interesting objects for the 3D modeling project all this while
1st thing that came into my mind was ~~~ my dream car Volkswagen Beetle
awwh it is super cute !
sigh i only sat in the car once. a super uber cute red Beetle heh =D
It was few yrs ago before i move to KL =(
oh how i wish i were the driver

and when i was searching some pictures of Volkswagen in class
i accidentally found this super cute lil Volkswagen ball LOL








A VW sculpted into a sphere, made by artist Lars-Erik Fisk who apparently has also made a school bus ball and a John Deere Tractor ball.

effin CUTE !!
feel like kicking it


i decided to model this !
and finally tutor approved it but he said it's not easy to model because of it is a sphere
uhhh =(
but i still stick to this.
Tak boleh tahan >.< too cute liao !!







 
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Hello kitty made my day =D


super uber CUTE Hello Kitty pan cake anyone ?
Geee XD

or a Hello kitty sunny-side-up ?




super uber CUTE isn't it ? =p

was making pan cake with loo loo last Sunday at home
sometimes i really enjoy spending my lovely weekend at home after a hectic week with loads of work and tiring classes

it was our 1st try so ~
the Hello kitty pan cake didnt taste that good =[
but the cuteness of the pan cake has given me some satisfaction




the ingredients





can slightly see the eyes and nose on the pan cake =D




and guess what is this ?





yea it is one of my favourite ai-yu-ping
bought it from Connaught pasar malam and made it ourselves



and some of the food that we used to cook during weekends
while we were staying at home all day long ~









heh i only can cook these simply food *shy*


awwwwwh
I am so sleepy right now altho i just woke up from slumber

but i still hav to do all those bloody researches for Design Method which i hate the most
why do we have so many D.Method class ?!!




To-do list:

Get LightWave 9.6
Think of a better idea n storyline for Digital media
Think of the objects for modelling
STOP EATING AND GO WORK OUT EVERYDAY pls !



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Thursday, May 14, 2009
=D
I guess the best ways to forget about those negative thinking and unhappy stuff are ~
Singing K with bunch of friends, eating dessert and
of course SHOPPING !

so i did all of them yesterday =D

Yeahhhh !



went to sing K after 3D class with classmates.

after that we had another boring class at 3pm
and I saw something super DISGUSTING during lecture
i wonder did any of my classmates see it ?

the lecture was boring ~
so i was looking around the class instead of looking at the lecturer
and suddenly i saw the tutor looking at the floor digging her nose.

OMGgggggg !!

it is super DISGUSTING for a tutor to do it in front of a class lor !
dont u think so ?

this was my 1st time seeing a tutor doin something so unpleasant in front of all of the student. ewwwwwwwwww !
and she did not just rub her nose but she stuck almost half of the finger into the nose and dig dig dig~ turn turn turn the finger for like ~ 10 seconds i think

OMGgggggg !!
grosssssssssssssssssssssss =|


so after class i went shopping =D

I've been looking for a floral print high-waisted skirt for quite some time
found some in F21 last couple of month and yesterday
love both of them so much but sighhhh
one of it didnt have my size anymore and another one
i've tried it with various tops but seemed like none of them can suit the skirt
BIG BIG SIGHHH*

so, bought a top and a dress from F21



uhh love the floral design, the cutting and bow






oh yeah, thr's a Good News to share with u girls
F21 is now having a great promotion =D
from 7th untill 31st May
u'll get rm50 of jewellery cash voucher once u purchase rm150 and above

so i got the voucher after i paid
then i chose both of these =D



one cost rm25 and another one cost rm29
so i just need to pay the extra rm4

so happy woohoo !
=D


and bought a vintage dress from Asian avenue
nice hor? XD
it's even nicer with a RED high-waisted belt





and dessert time after shopping ! =D














P/s : Thx for all of the comments and msg =D
you girls r so LOVELY
♥ u know ~

hugs and kisses




 
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Life is full of frustrations

It's been a while ~
since i last blog about my feeling, thoughts and etc.
I dont feel like blogging about those negative part or my thoughts here
I dont know why but i used to blog about it last time
I bloged about all of my feeling, every sad and happy moment which i went tru in my life
But now~ no matter how emo and unhappy i am, I just cant make myself to blog about it
but tonight it's just so different ...


Time flies ~
im in 3rd year in my college
things getting harder and harder
life getting more and more miserable
I started to feel more n more confusing now
and started to realize that design is NOT as easy as i thought before taking this course
it's not just about how nice the graphic is in an art work

I always know that my art sense sux
So i do more research, refer to good artworks to improve my sense of design
I can say that it really helps
but when it comes to the coming up with idea & concept, which is the most essential and the beginning part of every art piece i really dont know what should i do to improve it.

I know i really know i suck in developing idea and concept
it's not because of negative thinking or what
but there are proofs
My ideas & concepts have always been rejected
there was once my ideas & concepts were rejected for over 3 times, just for a project
yea untill i totally dunno how to move on~ but the deadline was still there
I still have to come out with something and get it done no matter how suck it is
so what i can do was just to improve on the graphics and try my very best to make the coding works
but an art piece with such a bad idea & concept is just like a piece of shit
and it doesnt make the whole interactive thiggy to work, ppl wont even know what the desiger is trying to deliver tru the work
okay i knew that

I know some of u must be thinking that im too negative as some of u always said that my work is nice
but it is actually NOT ~ It really sux i can tell u
u r just judging a book by its cover
I even get a fucking D for my photography which i never expect i will get such a fucking low grade
and not to mention other subjects
I am so ashamed of myself
I once thought that maybe~ maybe i could get a better grade in this subject?
but the truth is still telling me that i sucked in everything

I know i didnt put all of my effort doin those things
but i've tried ~
and gave up
I realized that i really couldn't do it well
I know i shouldn't just gave up because of this and it seems like an super lame excuse for myself for being lazy
but u r not me and u dont understand my feelings at all
U dunno how bad the feelings are when ur idea got rejected again n again n again
I wanted to do it well like every of my classmate, too
but frustration has brought me to failure everytime
It seems like i never bother bout it at all over the past 2 yrs but actually i do
i mind a lot, and emo a lot
and those negative thinkings made me so afraid of coming up with an idea n concept and presenting it in front of lecturers and classmates

I always ask myself
why cant i think of a better idea n concept for my project everytime?
is it because that im still very not mature enough to think of a good idea and concept?


I am really really really fucking afraid of coming up with an idea & concept
and even more afraid of presenting it in front of ppl

I feel so bad

I dont feel like goin to class
I dont feel like being a designer in the future

Design was once my passion
but it has already gone
I need to think about it seriously
if i should stay ~ or quit

since i have no more confidence and passion in doing this anymore

but i dont know what can i do except continuing the course to get my diploma



or maybe what i need is just ~
a strong motivation and find my passion back








I feel much better
finally i've spoken out the worst feeling which was stuck in my mind for so long



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Monday, May 11, 2009
Random

Oh Im back in Sunway people
=(

sighhhh my wonderful 2 months holiday was over
new sem have started
and this will be a super uber hectic sem as we all know =[
I definitely cant believe i'm in 3rd year now
which means that i have only 1 more yr to enjoy my student life before graduating from college
then i have work for the rest of my life ?!
NO ! definitely no ~ gonna be a woohuhu-'siu nai nai' in the future
hehehehehhehee ! =D
working is so scary !
being a baby girl and a student are always the best. Don't you think so ? XD

uh but again,
Im a senior?!

awwwhh

=/



did a lil shopping on the day i reached Sunway



nehhhhhhhh finally i got my another M.A.C Hello Kitty collection
hoooorayyyyyyyyyyyy !!
The colour of Majolica Majorca's eyeshadow is so NICE
love it so much !


I gonna intro u to a SUPER POWERFUL thing now!

jiang~ jian jiang~ jianggg



guess what is this?



what ? can u see what's inside the glass bottle ?



nah ~



yes it's FIBRE !
just fibre. billions of fibre all stuck on the brush
heh no need to explain more im very sure that every girl knows why is this so powerful right ?
yea we don't need fake lashes anymore !
hooooooorayyyyyyy ~
I've tried it and it really works !
My shorty lashes become so so longggggggggg =D
just apply it on ur lashes right after u apply ur mascara
some fibre will drop on ur cheek but im not sure that whether it will go into our eyes
but it didnt hurt my eyes that day so i guess is ok

for ur infromation~
I dont know what brand is this
mom bought it from Isetan
so, just go thr n grab it if u want to =D



mom was goin to taiwan on the day before Mother's Day
so we had our pre-mother's day dinner last Friday night
(urhhh mom went travel without me =(
cos i have class on monday shit !)


went to Ferrighi Garden for dinner and I was so mad that day
u know what~ I brought my Camera out, but without memory card !!
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhh
so the camera was useless !! ohhhhhh bloody hell !!
plus the restaurant ambience is so so nice !
so geram !

so, i used my brother-in-law's hp to take pictures

food, again ~ heh



the glass is so special as it is senget 1 LOL




















heh XD



LOL look at my mom
she was looking at my boobs and laughing leh XD


took pictures and walked around the restaurant before we went home
as the ambience is really so niceeeeeeee !











aih can hardly see anything rite ?
heh lousy cam =p






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